When I made a mistake on the field and got pulled, I understood why. What was harder to understand was what happened next. I started getting into my own head. I became afraid of making another mistake. The more I worried about making mistakes, the more mistakes I made. My confidence started to disappear. Then every conversation became about what I did wrong. When I got a hit, I heard, "Why wasn't it a double?" When I made a good play, I heard, "Why didn't you do it like that